It is definitely something about patterns. I keep seeing myself in old pictures and I am judging how I look. Or am I seeing myself for how I was? Am I clinging to a thought about myself, and when is that thought occurring? Is it a thought I had in the past and I am remembering it now? Is it a thought in the present about how I was in the past? Or is it a thought in the present about how I am now that I am applying to the past? It most absolutely has to be the last one.
A thought can only occur in the present. Since the past is not happening now, whatever image and identification that I have with it is all based on the thought of myself in the present. I am actually deciding on a moment by moment basis what past that I need to support my current image of myself. Then I hit on something that might be negative and I want to let go of it. I want that image gone. Or I find something positive and I want it to last. The key seems to be to attach to neither.
Can the present exist as part of a pattern? If the present were part of a pattern then it would be tied to a past to support it and a future that it is trying to predict. How can that be the present? The present moment must stand on its own, tied to nothing. Does the present represent all possibilities past and future? If so, the present represents everything and nothing, and it is outside of time. The real question is, “What can observe that?”
- “Now. Here. This.” (sacredmeaning.wordpress.com)
- Liberation from Depression (blissedinspirations.com)
- Haskell patterns ad nauseam (lurk.org)
- Right now (lisagobrien.com)
- Patterns Worksheets and Printables (education.com)
- Gathering Your Strength and Wits to Deal With Divorce (drlauraberman.com)
- How to Stop Train of Thoughts (takelight.wordpress.com)
- Mantra Monday: Focus (yogalina.net)
- Beauty in black and white (giadre.wordpress.com)
- Everything starts with a word (lifeisauspicious.wordpress.com)